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How do we come to know God?
This is not a rhetorical
question. This is a real, non-hypothetical, not-necessarily-one-obvious-answer
question. For people of faith, it is a highly practical question. For the
church that was born in Pentecost wind and flames, it is a burning question, a
question that blows right into our hearts and stirs things up.
How do we come to know God?
For me, one of the first and most
persistent answers is, we look up.
This takes time. Little babies
can’t ‘look up’ right away, because they can’t yet tell the difference between
‘me’ and ‘not-me.’ As a tiny human grows and learns and separates from his
mother or father or other intimate caregiver, there comes a time when he sees the
moon or a star and he wonders. What is that beautiful, far away thing, and how
did it get there? I see it. Does it see me? In order to have an inkling of
anyone or anything like God, we have to get to that point where we look up,
look around, that point where we can be overwhelmed by a sense of wonder. This
is the kind of thing that got some ancient peoples worshipping the stars and
the moon, and it makes sense. The sun and the moon and the stars and the sea
are so obviously outside the realm of human ability to create or to have an effect
upon. So there dawns in the human heart this persistent notion that there must
be some other explanation. For many people, the one that soon makes the most
sense is that there is or was some great intelligence or force that did the
creating.
How do we come to know God? Well,
for many of us, the people who first love us teach us about God, whether they
are our parents or our grandparents or some other beloved guides or guardians.
They sing us lullabies that later we realize were actually hymns. They teach us
to pray, as they tuck us in for the night: “Our Father, who art in heaven.” Or,
“Now I lay me down to sleep” (but please, with the words that don’t scare the
poor kid into not sleeping at all).[i] But our
caregivers teach us in other ways, as well. When a baby cries from hunger, and
someone tenderly picks him up and holds him close and feeds him, he is learning
about a world in which we are held and nourished, sometimes, in ways we can’t
understand, which later becomes an inkling that God provides for us. When a
child is crying because she skinned her knee or because another child was
unkind, the teacher who consoles her or the school nurse who applies a bandage
with kind words is teaching her about a world in which we are cared for when we
are distraught, which later blossoms into the idea of a God who weeps when we
are weeping.
Even as adults, it is possible
that our own minds can lead us to greater knowledge of God. The person who
realizes it would be quite easy to tear up the parking ticket from their
Florida vacation, or to swipe the laptop computer that was left unguarded at
the coffee shop, but does not do so, may
be responding to the pragmatic notion that they could be caught and punished.
Or they may be responding to an inner voice that tells them, no, that is not
the person you want to be. And at some point they may realize with a start
that, the voice did not originate with them, that the voice is not their own,
but the voice of some Other.
John Calvin has a name for all
these ways of knowing. He called it “General Revelation.” According to Calvin,
we can come to some understanding of God through the observation of nature, or
through the workings of the human mind, or even through the sense that some
mysterious force is directing events. As the psalmist says, “The heavens are
telling the glory of God, and the firmament proclaims the divine handiwork”
(Psalm 19:1).
But, Calvin goes on to say, we
need more. And that “more,” for Calvin, is scripture, what he goes on to call
“Specific Revelation.” We can’t really get to God, much less Jesus and the Holy
Spirit, without the guidance of scripture to open up our minds and hearts and
lives.
And I suppose that’s what we’ve
been doing since September. We spent nigh on forty weeks with the Narrative
Lectionary, the “I Love to Tell the Story” project, sharing the highlights from
the story of God and God’s people, from creation through the early church.
We began by hearing stories of
God as the one who creates the world and all there is, and who looks upon the human
creations and decides to enter into covenant relationship with them. We saw God
intervene in history to save the people from their captivity in Egypt, God as savior,
and also the One Whose Spirit was present with the people throughout all their
wilderness wanderings, who encouraged and sustained them. And we encountered
God as the One who forgave and forgave and forgave all the times those same
people stepped out on their relationship with the Divine, God as the one who is
“kind and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love.”
Imagine. The people of God came
to know God as Creator, Savior, and Sustainer… and all before a particular
young woman gave birth to a particular baby while on a road trip to Bethlehem, before
the Holy Spirit came sweeping in a particular upper room in Jerusalem. All this
before Jesus, all this before the church.
And because today is “Trinity Sunday,” the only day the church
celebrates a doctrine rather than an event, the church seeks to provide us with
passages that allow us a way in to that mystery… but let’s take note. The word
“Trinity”, used in relation to Christian theology, is found nowhere in scripture,
and seems to have been coined by Tertullian in the third century. And the
question persists… How do we come to know God?
In our reading from Paul’s letter
to the church at Rome, he describes ways of knowing God, and ways of knowing Jesus
Christ, and ways of knowing the Holy Spirit, that are thoroughly intermingled
and difficult to separate. The passage speaks of our being “justified by
faith,” but remember, another translation is possible: “justified by [his]
faithfulness,” the faithfulness of Jesus. To be “justified” means, very simply, to be restored to right
relationship. So through faith in—or the faithfulness of—Jesus Christ we are
restored to right relationship with God. And then Paul describes what that that
relationship looks like, boots on the ground.
First, Paul acknowledges
something that is no less true today than it was when he was a citizen of
ancient Rome: there is suffering. For nearly a month the world looked on as the
death toll continued to rise in the collapse of a factory in Bangladesh,
settling at last at the staggering number of 1,127 souls. Last Monday a
mile-wide tornado ripped up Moore, Oklahoma, killing two-dozen people in the
process. Tomorrow, we observe Memorial Day, remembering those who died while
serving in the U. S. armed forces. Suffering is a regular feature of life in
this world, not only in the life of Christian faith.
But there is always the
possibility that out of suffering, something else will be born:
“suffering produces endurance,” Paul says, “and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not disappoint us, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit…” This right relationship with God is the foundation for an approach to living, even to suffering, in which all our outcomes are God-infused, the daisy-chain leading from hopelessness to hope in just a few short steps.
“suffering produces endurance,” Paul says, “and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not disappoint us, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit…” This right relationship with God is the foundation for an approach to living, even to suffering, in which all our outcomes are God-infused, the daisy-chain leading from hopelessness to hope in just a few short steps.
I feel obligated to interrupt at this
point to acknowledge: it doesn’t always work this way. I’ve spoken to you
before of Elie Wiesel, the concentration camp survivor. As a child in
Auschwitz, witnessing the brutality of his captors and the deaths of countless
other children, his faith in God was annihilated. For Wiesel, suffering
produced, for a time, the death of hope. There are countless others whose
suffering has produced similar results.
And yet, this same man could
write, years later, “… the connection between the cross and human suffering
remains, in my view, the key to the unfathomable mystery in which the faith of
[my] childhood was lost… We do not know the worth of one single drop of blood,
one single tear. All is grace. If the Almighty is the Almighty, the last word
belongs to him.”[ii]
The Holy Spirit pours the love of
God into our hearts, says Paul. And even the unfathomable, the unacceptable,
the irredeemable torture that is the Holocaust can, at least for this one
survivor, endue his life with meaning and purpose and help him to find again
the faith of a child, and to enlarge his biography to include writer,
peace-activist, and Nobel Peace Prize winner.
How do we come to know God? From
the eyes of a child that are drawn to the moon in wonder, to the eyes of a
child that look in horror upon human suffering, we take it all in, we amass
evidence, for and against. We are given the witness of scripture, not to
replace our human experience, but to meet it in honest dialogue. Scripture
doesn’t diminish or dismiss the reality of suffering, but offers instead one
possible path, not around it, but through it. And that path is navigated in the
company of God, who in God’s innermost nature, values and demonstrates the
reality that we are meant to be in community.
Paul describes ways of knowing
God, and ways of knowing Jesus Christ, and ways of knowing the Holy Spirit,
that are thoroughly intermingled and nearly impossible to separate, not only
from one another, but from our own experience. The witness of the church is
that the Lord our God, the Lord is one, and at the same time that we know God
as Parent-Creator, and as Lord-Savior, and as Sustainer-Spirit. There is a
threefold nature to our understanding of God that we refer to as “the
Trinity.” At the heart of that
understanding is the sense that God is always in relationship, that God prefers
relationship, even within the Divine nature, and that relationship is what God
wants for us—relationship with God and relationship with one another.
In the end it may be that this is
the “Trinitarian” way through suffering. Suffering produces endurance… maybe
because we can turn to one another and say, “I am hurting,” and know that
someone else will say “I am with you.” And so we will be able to go on. And
endurance produces character… maybe because in community we are able to look
around us and see those whose character has been forged in the crucible of
their struggles. And character produces hope… maybe because as we find our feet
under us once again, after the wind dies down we will see that the helpers have
arrived. “Always look for the helpers,” Mr. Roger’s mother told him. And when
we see them we know: the community is there, the community will always be
there, to help to lift our burden. And hope does not disappoint us, because
God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit…maybe
because, this is how we come to know God. Suffering shared. Hope found. Hearts
open to love. Thanks be to God. Amen.